| If
Warren Cochran had been a little more cautious, a little pickier,
or a little more suspicious, he would probably not have been in
the army.
The
name of the girl who got him there doesn't matter, since she barely
comes into the story at all. The thing was that Warren spent some
time with her on a blanket in the bushes off the road, and she came
to him telling him that he got her pregnant. He had done what he
could to prevent that, but you never know...
When
he suggested paying to remove the problem, she said no, she wanted
to marry him. Well, that he did not want. He was willing to pay
child support, if it came to that, but he knew he did not want to
face this woman every morning. He wasn't even sure why he had sex
with her, except that she was there and he was horny.
So
he decided to join the army and at least make it difficult for her.
If she went to court, she could still get child support from his
pay, but it would mean making her prove that he was the father --
which he was not sure of. Between the time he joined and the time
he left he heard from a friend that the woman had tried claiming
pregnancy twice before, when she found someone she thought would
make a good husband. And sure enough, he later heard that she never
did start showing.
But by then it was much too late. After basic training, Warren was
shipped off to Spain. He was put under a disbursing officer, keeping
books, making deposits and pay vouchers, and writing letters back
to Washington on any problems. Warren wrote the letters, that is,
and got the lieutenant over him to sign them (or sometimes somebody
higher up, depending).
That
lieutenant was... well, Warren couldn't see why the army took him
or how he made officer, but he could see why the lieutenant was
in the army. In civilian life, the man would have been on welfare
or in a home. Warren had to explain the letters to him. Almost all
of them, it seemed like. Warren was at that job for a year, then
an opening came up in a hospital pharmacy and somebody decided that
since he had once worked in a drugstore he should go there. He didn't
put in for it, but there he went.
That
job was a lot duller, but he stayed in better shape with all the
walking and stooping and climbing he had to do. That was another
year. Then they put him in a warehouse for a while, both at paperwork
and at moving crates. A couple of months before he was due to be
discharged, he was sent on maneuvers. Yeah, he had to put on a pack
and march and sleep in a tent out in the rain and all of that. Not
that Warren hadn't done it before, but this was the longest stretch
of it he had gone through, as if the army decided that they had
to live up to the cliche before they could let him go.
But
we should talk about Spain. Warren developed this theory that the
reason that we have had troops stationed overseas since WWII had
nothing to do with defending this country, or those countries. Warren
thought it's a social program. You have a lot of young civilians
who have never been out of the US, and probably wouldn't go under
their own steam until they were middle-aged or older if at all.
And then as tourists, so they only see hotels and museums. If the
armed services send them over, they may really get an idea of what
a foreign country is like, and that might influence their thinking.
Even
improve it in some cases, he guessed. Warren found it easier to
learn Spanish than he had to learn French in high school, partly
because it would do him more immediate good, partly because people
around him were actually using it. Talking to the senoritas when
he was on leave didn't matter all that much, since many of them
knew English, or at least the ones who would talk to the soldiers
did. It did help to understand the comments they made to each other
about GIs, though.
Though
that was largely slang. The really outright prostitutes were easy
to pick out (hell, they stuck out, not to mention coming at you)
but a lot of the women angled for gifts before they would do anything.
This was after the US started paying soldiers half-decent wages,
and with the new pay and the Spanish prices, a corporal could almost
afford to set up a woman in an apartment. There were a number of
local people who had jobs on the base or near it, jobs that would
not have existed without the US military there, either because they
were dealing with the army as such or with the soldiers as individuals.
So
in a way, the military bases also served as a sort of foreign aid
-- more efficient than the State Department kind, maybe, because
it actually went to the people instead of just the politicians.
Obviously bartenders, less obviously restaurant owners, launderers,
and shop-keepers of different sorts, and of the people on the base
secretaries, stock-clerks, whatever needed doing that there was
no soldier to do at the moment -- or where the army felt it was
just cheaper to hire someone.
Pilar
Giralt was hired as a typist at Rota. She did not completely look
Spanish, or not as you think of the Spanish as being. She was una
rubia, a red one, which means not what we call a redhead but a blonde.
And she was not quite even that but somewhere toward the yellow
end of black-haired or maybe a dark blonde. Blondes are rare among
the Spanish, but not so much that there isn't a special name for
them, and for them to be chased after.
That
they would have occasional fair-haired people is not surprising
since Roman soldiers from all over were posted to Spain for a long
time; sailors came by long before and after; and, going way back,
the Beaker People traded from England to Spain, and who would be
surprised at an English blond? Spanish men are more blatant about
chasing women than Americans, even young American soldiers, so Warren's
own slow approach might have been more appealing than what she was
used to.
Also
there was the religious question. The picture you get of Spanish
women being very protected from the world and tossed into a convent
if they get too interested in men is not far from the truth. Another
problem, in a way, that Pilar had was that she was not Roman Catholic.
You hear of Spain as a Catholic country. Ninety per cent of it is;
but that leaves four million people. Pilar had no idea when her
family became Methodist, but it was at least a few generations back.
This
meant that most Spanish men would not want to think of marrying
her unless she converted, which was not a thing she much wanted
to do; and that they did not respect her because she was not Catholic,
but would only look on her as a fair game conquest. Warren, however,
was also raised nominally as a Methodist, and was quite willing
to get to know her slowly. At first, at least, he was quite happy
just to have someone to talk to.
Her English was quite fluent, which was why she was hired as a typist
at the base, and he was grateful after a while for the sound of
a female voice in a language he could relax in. Pilar was also chased
by Spanish men for what they thought was her relative immorality.
She was unmarried and living alone. The pay was better at the base,
but not enough to support her family also, so she moved off the
farm and into an apartment house near the base. The landlady there
(though the Spanish men did not take her into their account) was
a widow of some years who was protective of Pilar.
Warren eventually realized, though, that... But we'll get to that
later. Warren first met Pilar when he took something in to the typing
pool to have it done up. She was the only one not busy at the moment,
and there was no backlog, so he handed it to her. She had a nice
smile. That work was done faster and more accurately than usual,
so he sought her out the next time. After a few more weeks, he stopped
to explain to her something that took special handling, and he ended
by asking her to dinner. Pilar stopped and stared at him for a few
seconds, and then said yes, but she wanted to name the restaurant.
The
place had a few other soldiers there when they arrived, but also
several friends of Pilar's, male and female, including a woman whom
he did not notice but who turned out to be her landlady. That woman
was there to act as a duen¤a, but she left after a while. She felt
Warren would at least be harmless in public. The place had an area
for dancing (with American rock records) and Pilar and he used it
after dinner. He discovered that Pilar was very nice to hold close,
and that the months without female companionship were affecting
him.
When they walked back to their table, one of Pilar's friends, Julia,
said in Spanish that if Pilar didn't want him, she would be happy
with a castoff. She made a comment about his polla, which was a
word he did not get in his Spanish course and didn't recognize then.
Pilar made a face, but didn't say anything. Warren walked with Pilar
to where she lived and they talked outside, and at the end he kissed
her on the cheek. She glared and slapped him, but not very hard.
He caught a glimpse of the landlady in the window.
A
week later they went to a Mexican western in town. One theatre ran
Mexican films on weekends because they often had subtitles in English,
so the soldiers could either practice their Spanish or not, as they
wanted. After a while in the dark, Pilar accepted his kisses without
objections, and indeed got seriously into them. When he took her
home, she did object to the point of trying to dodge his lips, but
she did not struggle when he held her still. That, he was sure,
was for the landlady's benefit. Warren began to speculate on his
chances of sometime actually getting Pilar into bed and pumping
between her legs. Not high, he thought, though it was worth working
toward.
The
third time she suggested that they quit early and she invited him
into her apartado. At least partly to reassure her landlady, she
left the window wide open so that their voices carried. That window
stayed open for some other evenings, but their voices were not always
audible, because their mouths were sometimes otherwise occupied.
And then one night Pilar closed the curtains.
When she sat again beside Warren on the couch he took her in his
arms and softly grazed one breast. Her eyes stared into his, and
slowly her hand went into his shirt to touch the skin there. He
became bolder and opened the first button on her blouse. By the
time he left that night he had bared and cupped and fondled both
her breasts, and their farewell kiss was very passionate. His estimation
of the odds on getting her into bed had just improved. He wondered
how lively she would be.
The next evening they spent together, they ate dinner and went immediately
to her apartment. They did talk a lot, but the evening ended with
his hand inside the loose cotton culottes she wore. Warren had caressed
her flat stomach and begun to creep below the waist when she stopped
him for a second to open a button there. The material relaxed, and
now his palm slid easily downward. She became visibly nervous as
he contacted her pubic hair, but the slow stroking calmed her. As
he went lower, he lifted his hand so that there was little or no
contact until he was at the very bottom of things.
Warren
moved his hand in then to hold her and press. Her head turned aside
to give him a fervent kiss and then hold her breath. Then he moved
his middle finger to the very back of her vaginal crease and lightly
moved it forward. She gasped and did it again as he duplicated the
action, with a little more pressure and parting her lower lips by
a tiny bit. Pilar shoved his hand away and withdrew to the far end
of her couch. She looked frightened as she whispered, "Yo 'stoy
una virgen!"
Which
meant that all those Spanish men may have tried hard but did not
get anywhere much. Well, Warren was not going to try to change her
condition, at least tonight. And indeed by the time he left her
he was barely able to convince her to come back into his arms.
She
had been paralyzed by the realization of how far they had gone.
But Warren began to be haunted by the vision of taking the blossom
of this Spanish rose, of opening her legs and opening her inside,
and entering that warm wet new territory and making her shudder
under him in ecstasy. Two more weeks and Warren did nothing with
her that could not be done in public, at least in a dark corner.
The
week after that he explained to her just what he wanted to do and
what limits he was placing on himself. And that night Warren removed
her underwear and played around the entrance of her wet vagina,
never more than a fraction of an inch in, until she reached an orgasm
that made her snap her hips up and hold him against her until he
almost worried about being bruised. It looked like Pilar would be
quite something, and that he might have a chance to find out just
how wild she was.
The
next week Warren did the same things, but now Pilar unzipped the
front of his trousers to reach in and hold his erection and stroke
him. It had been six weeks since she first touched his bare skin
above the waist, but before this she had made no attempt to go beyond
that. Pilar had grown up with three brothers, and had some general
knowledge of male anatomy; and she said that a man in the market-town
near her farm exposed himself when he was drunk also.
But
she was amazed at what she found inside Warren's pants. She knew
that he was taller than other men she knew, but felt that this was
out of proportion. Evidently she had tried to avoid considering
the evidence that she had provided herself whenever they spent time
together. "Su cipote..." and then she giggled without continuing.
She was thinking as he was, and making up her mind whether to go
all the way with him. The next Saturday they met early in the day
and entered her rooms at noon. The landlady was gone off to visit
a relative and would not be back until the afternoon of Sunday.
While
Warren prepared a lunch for the two of them, she vanished and returned
wearing a dressing-gown and beneath that a pale blue piece of air
and nothing whose proper place was obviously a bed. It was clear
that Pilar intended to go further today that ever before, and that
the distance was not geographical. Warren found it impossible while
they ate to not stare at the small dark circles of her nipples as
they peeped through the sheer material. He had seen them before
in plain light and without covering, but this was different because
the situation was different and they seemed more intriguing for
being half-seen.
His eyes were also drawn to the dark triangle of hair covering her
chocha, though that also he had seen, and touched, and fondled until
it brought her to a peak of sensation. When the food was gone, Pilar
rose and took his hand and they left the plates and pot on the table.
Inside her bedroom, she took each piece of his uniform from him
and Warren took her into his arms to hold her warm body against
his naked one. His shaft was full and hard and standing straight
up as it was pressed into her belly, and her small hand slipped
down to touch and caress it.
And to slip over it a government-issue condom, which she had purchased
at the post exchange. Warren lifted her in his arms and lay her
squarely in the middle of her bed, and lay beside her. Her eyes
went wide as his tongue entered her mouth and her arms went around
his back to draw him in. Slowly Warren raised her gown until the
front of it was gathered at her neck, so that he could touch her
breasts with more freedom than they had enjoyed before, and then
to taste the tips, which excited her a great deal. Then Warren lay
pressing down on her breasts, their hips deliberately not lined
up, to kiss her again.
That
other contact would come soon, and be the better for a little more
delay. Warren rolled onto his back, taking Pilar with him so that
his erection could lie along the line of her crease and slide back
and forth, not entering but doing everything else and giving her
a little more anticipation. Then he returned, to lie above her between
her legs with his aching pole still on the outside of her belly
and kiss her again. Her legs were spread and wrapped around him
and she was as ready as it was possible for her to be. A little
fear returned to her eyes as Warren touched the head of his penis
to her opening.
"Su
rabo es gigante!" He entered her barely enough to count as entry,
and then he withdrew. Then a little more, and a little more. Since
the head is a little larger than the first part of the shaft and
there is something like a barb there, that sensation of going back
and forth just at the entrance began to stimulate her and make Pilar
ache for him to be deeper in. And of course he had not yet touched
her maidenhead. After a minute of that very shallow penetration,
now up to perhaps an inch and a half or two inches, Pilar was becoming
very agitated. "Mas! Mas de su falo!" she cried, and so he gave
her more.
Warren
slid into her well-lubricated tunnel until he met the barrier that
no one had ever passed, and he stretched and broke it. He went deep
into her, forcing the walls to expand to accomodate him, and gave
her a powerful orgasm as he did. Her long-stored passion came to
the surface now and expressed itself several more times before Warren
joined her and pumped the little sack full of hot semen.
Her status as a civilian employee meant that she was eligible for
subsidized medication, including the birth-control pills that Warren
suggested to her. So on later afternoons, and then nights after
it became plain to the landlady what was going on, Pilar found out
directly what his passion felt like as it gushed into her. The landlady,
once it became obvious to her that Pilar's innocence had been surrendered,
and happily surrendered, turned now to seeing that no one else knew.
She knew that it was necessary to get a commanding officer's permission
to marry, and this was often difficult to obtain.
But
easily given if a soldier was transferred out or sent home. She
felt that this was the reason they had not legalized their relations.
Pilar knew that Warren was not inclined to marry her, that he was
only carrying on a relationship until his time in Spain was up.
Or so at least he had told her over and over at every step, and
for a long time he thought she had accepted that.
She was far from her family and the village nearby, and no one (unless
she spoke of it) knew that they had done anything beyond what could
be seen on any street corner. She would be free to find another
man and marry him once he was gone (or before, for that matter,
if she wished) and there was no one who had any reason to tell of
any relationship before that. She would be far from the first woman
to mysteriously become inexperienced again. For now, she could have
her cake and eat it.
But
somewhere along the way, her emotions or her hopes overwhelmed her
memory of what she had agreed to. Just before Warren was sent on
maneuvers, he visited Pilar and told her he would not be back for
at least a while, and would not see much more of her when he did.
He had heard that the field exercises would last several weeks,
and he knew that he would be sent back home not long after that.
Warren was trying to give her gentle advance warning, but she was
outraged. Outraged even that he would be gone for some weeks, let
alone that he was not taking her with him when he left for good.
She
began screaming at him in words he did not know that she knew in
English, throwing things, and as he fled the landlady downstairs
chased him with a broom. For all the warnings he had given, his
conscience still bothered him, so Warren wrote his old sergeant
six months later to find out how Pilar was doing. The man scribbled
back a note that he had better find another girl, because that one
was getting married soon.
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